Friday, April 17, 2009

A New Life Begin...

Since a lot of incidents happened, now finally become more peaceful. As time goes by, exam is coming soon. I'm really in a very stressful situation. Even though i spent a lot of times in my study, however those homeworks still cannot finish. The stress that i face is just like i faced two government exams when i was in Form 3. Everyday scare that i will drop my top position. Everone challenged me therefore i really cannot relax myself. Sometimes when i cannot do some of the additional maths questions, i will become very nervous sometimes may even cry. But i know that i have to be always strong. I cannot let anyone that have an high expectation to me disappointed. I hope i can do that...
However, talk about my relationship with my friends in my class, i will say that my relationship with them has been improved a lot. Me and kwee, my god brother are quite good. He has changed a lot in mentally thinking and i can see his improve through his class test. I think that he really begin wants to pull up his socks and buck up. He said that he wants to get the first 20 position in 3 sec4 express classes. I believe he can do that...
For me and henry, both of us are still friends. Sometimes are quite close when he's in good mood sometimes may not when he' in bad mood. Like recently he sick so seldom bother me. Sometimes, i feel like my feeling towards him is not trully real when he ignore me. He knew what's my feeling towards him so both of us have a promise which is within these few months we are like close friends and understand each other well, after o level then decide want to stead or not. I think this is one of the way to lead us become even more closer. I hope that my aim can achieved...

3 comments:

chennie said...

wow... not bad... at least he ll say tat after o lvl only decide wanna stead with u onot... dis show tat he has de same feeling as u?

phunk_girl said...

lols..in fact i'm nt sure but nw i ting our relationship nw is better. Lyk u knw neither frenz nor cpl..but haiz..recently got a lot of tings happen n makes it even more complicated in my relationship wif ppl...if got time i will tell u one by one..lols

Unknown said...

HEY!! miss me????
haha...
just fooling around...